
I looked at her as she sat with her mother , playing with her dress , her fidgeting with each other.
I leaned against the pillar as i tapped my cigarette so the front ashes fall of , my lips forms a smirk as the cigarette touched my lips .
" It is a marriage and there are people who are getting married" Nithin said as he drank his vine from the glass.
" Does it releate with me smoking "
" No but the way you are claiming her with your eyes "
A smile forms on my lips" you know it would be a problem if "
" If abhimanyu Singh Rathore finds out " i mocked to myself more than to him .
He sighs and i continue smoking, seeing the bride and groom taking pheras .
" Should we kidnap her" I asked
" Are you joking" he faked a cough at end.
" No I'm serious"
" It doesn't suit you "
" Is there anything which doesn't suit me " . He smirked and waved his hand bending his head down.
I let out a unsteady breathe as my gaze lingered on her wanted or unwanted I don't know much.
I took some steps back seeing her and I turned. I started to go to the room. My mind waved back to the last night and I licked my lips.
" Boss" my assistant called out handing over a file to me .
" All set "
" Yes boss, would you like to visit. "
" Yes "
" Then I will do the rest of arrangements"
I entered the room and changed into a normal suit . I was wearing my watch but something inside me didn't feel calm , it felt as if something in my life was disturbed the pattern or what. I don't know but this feeling I never felt and I don't know to name it .
I just looked myself in the mirror. The crown I'm wearing of whatever title earned it was my efforts and the reason I became like this I hate it . I hate myself, I hate the blood in my veins, I hate my own existence.

I looked around and bite my lips, looking down at my lap . I felt boring. I hated to come outside, I thought it would be fun but it's boring. I badly wanted to be alone or moreover in my home and my room . I cant even roam around the way I want. I cant behave like the way I want.
I look at my mother who was looking at wedding with a smile. But why do people marry and what is this marriage, if marrying means doing this all . I don't know I never thought about this .
But leave I don't want to ask my mom . I just wanted to go home and be myself, roaming around playing with toys and seeing tab . My eyes teared up missing everything. Here I had to made sit at a place. I wanted to talk but I don't understand anything to talk with them .
I turn around so that I can ask my mom to drop me to
the room. I just want to sit in room and be myself .
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