Chapter 4

I sat in my room. My heart was beating against my chest . His intense stare still existed in front of me . His touch was still burning me . His hot breath still faned me

I bit my lips and looked down swinging my legs

He left me in the room . Alone . Was it good or bad what i did with him . Shall I ask mom . No what if she scolded me . But I felt something in my tummy and my cheeks burning with warmness . I was feeling feverish . Am i getting fever.

It's been a few seconds since he left . Still he was repeating in front of my eyes . His warmth when I was close , his hold , and the unknown things happening in my body . That's what kept repeating in my mind .

I took a shaky breath and gulped hard on my saliva to remove the dryness in my throat .

Suddenly the door clicking sound was heard and my mom entered . I jumped from the bed and stood on the floor .

" What are you wearing " mom asked

It was the dress he gave me . What if mom saw me dancing . What should I say

Should I tell the truth .

" Your brother said he left you in the hall . Then I searched for you but you were nowhere . Where were you " she asked as she made me sit .

Two reasons came to mind. One to act sick or blame my brother.

" My stomach was in pain and my dress got strained" i said with a pout . I will demand ice cream again . This is the summer season . And mom doesn't allow me to have ice cream after summer .

" No ice cream " she said bluntly .

" I want .i want " i said immediately sitting on the floor .

" I won't " she was firm on her decision and I was too .

" I want it " i said louder and started throwing my arms and legs .

" Tomorrow " she said

" Today "

" Your father said you already had ice cream this morning with chocolate " my mom said crossing her arms against her chest

I felt sad and sick . I thought he wouldn't have told her but how did he tell mom . He is so bad .

I grinned falling back on ground . " You will catch a cold laying on the floor " she said

" It's summer I won't " i said though the floor was freezing my body . It's because of the air conditioner in my room .

" You do whatever you want . If you wanna come out . Carry guards along with you " she left saying this leaving me on the floor .

They are so bad that they can't buy me ice cream .

I crawled to my bed . Climbing on it . I laid on my stomach . I really wanted to eat ice cream . I felt like crying if anyone didn't buy me a ice Cream.

Tears rolled down my eyes . And i closed my eyes feeling heavy . As i slowly fell asleep

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My eyes opened slowly feeling a hot breath . I Opened my eyes but couldn't adjust to the lights and shut my eyes immediately . I really wanted to sleep more . My eyelids still felt heavy .

I lazily opened my eyes . But it went wider and my body froze at the place .

" Ru.. Ruthvik " i shuttered . His eyes were digging in my eyes as if trying to . Trying what I don't know .

" Yes , little demise " an electric shock ran through my body at his deep words . It left me trembling .

He slowly traced lazy patterns on my chubby cheeks . The warmth of his finger made me feel my inner heat . My breath hitched and i held it as i gulped down my saliva . The hairs on my body stood up .

" Wh...what..ar...are..yo..you.. doi.. doing" i fumbled upon my words . I always feel nervous whenever I try to speak with him . And my words come shuttering . Or either I feel something in my tummy and heat burning up my cheeks leaving me nervous to speak a word .

" What am I doing " his voice carried laziness . His only concentration was on drawing patterns on my cheeks

He suddenly raised his head little and our eyes locked . I felt everything warmth seeing in his eyes .

" Wanna go somewhere with me , little demise " he asked me his deep husky voice felt like casting a magic on me and i immediately nodded but i instantly shook my head .

I felt something fluttering in my stomach . As he brought face near mine . His lips touched mine giving a warmth of the second even when his lips were cold .

" I'm not asking I'm telling " he said but he clearly said wanna

Before i could reply he got up from me . His warmth went back along with him leaving cold air hit me . What is all this . I want to ask what's happening with me . What is all this and why I'm feeling like this .

I got up and sat in the bed . I crawled back and brought my knees to my chest .

He took out again something from the bag . This time it was all black . It felt dark and it was dark .

I don't like wearing dark clothes but I don't like dark colours . " I don't like dark col...colours " i said this time managing without shuttering but at the end I did

He looked at me surprised as he immediately moved towards me eating up the distance with us .

" I do . So you have to wear it for me " he said . I wanted to say no . Say no . No . . My words struck in my throat as he moved out . Before unlocking the door .

He lifted his arm and tapped the fingers on the watch . What did he meant . I clearly didn't understand . But i just nodded .

He moved out and locked the door behind him . I got up and clutched the dress tightly .

Wait i forgot to change my pad from the past 7 hours , maybe . I went to the washroom. Luckily nothing was stained . I changed and took the dress in my hand .

Did he really want me to wear it . I changed the dress . It felt so uncomfortable . It was clutching to my body . Especially the pants . The black crop top and a black leather short coat on it . I looked at myself in the mirror . Should I tie my hair or leave it .

( imagine it has a crop top and it is not tucked in . The hat it is not worn )

I will ask him because usually my mom or other family members used to braid my hair.

I moved out of the washroom . My footsteps slowed . What if anyone came and didn't find me . They will scold me .

I clutched the knob whether to go or not . It was the first time I went out like that without any family members . And i still remember how I was trembling and my body went cold . He carried me all the way to the place where we took the pads and back here .

Suddenly the knob twisted and I moved back on my steps . He entered . He was wearing almost the same types of clothes but his shirt was longer .

I don't know if it was called a shirt or a t-shirt . I always forget this .

I moved towards him . I looked down at the floor . Shall I ask where we are going . I never talked to anyone other than my family members .

" Let's go little demise " saying this he carried me on my shoulders .

My head hung down as my hair fell on my face .

We moved down to the basement . He put me down and grabbed the socks and shoes . He made me wear it then he took the heavy huge helmet in his hand .

It must be too heavy maybe i will not be able to breathe . Is it to me or to him

He suddenly made me wear it and I felt suffocating . He lifted the glass of the helmet . He wore his helmet .

And he pointed to the bike . I have seen my brother riding a bike and he had a shock of bike collections . There are more but he only rides a few which are in the basement .

His hands suddenly gripped my waist . He lifted me in air and i immediately wrapped the hands around his neck and legs around his troso .

He moved effortlessly to the bike . He lifted one leg and put it on the other side of the bike . He did that so smoothly . I clung to him even more .

My brother always insisted on taking me on a ride but he rode so speedily that i always refused .

He shut the glass in front of my face . " I" my voice came out like a whisper which was suppressed in the helmet itself .

My heart raced and my breath became a little bit uneasy. I let out a sigh to relieve my tightened muscles .

He started the bike and it roared like a lion and i hugged him tightly . I hid my face in his chest bending a little .

He wrapped his one arm around me while another one accelerated . I trembled as a cold breeze hit my body .

" G.. go.. sl.. slow " i cried listening to the air sound which was becoming louder and the bike roared as we passed through the road . I lifted my head and saw the vehicles passing opposite to us . They were going back and we were going forward

My eyes landed on another lane divided by ropes . It was another bridge . Are we on a bridge . They were moving in the same direction as us .

"G.. go.. sl.. slower " i cried out loudly this time trembling badly both by the cold air and fear .

We were going in one way . The vehicles opposite to us while my little demise was hugging me like her life depends on clunging me.

I felt her slowly lifting her head . I pulled the vehicle to the left as suddenly a car pulled to its right .

And suddenly I heard the loud cry "G..go..sl..slower " . Was i . Never have I rode any of the sports bikes less than the speed of 250 kmph .

Today I was riding a Kawasaki Ninja H2 R and it has a speed limit of max 400 kmph . We were nearly crossing 300 kmph .

She again hid her face covered in helmet in my chest . I wanted her to be like this . At my mercy . I want the only person to be left to show her love and mercy at the same time .

I took towards the national highway which connects kashmir to Kanyakumari .

I kept the speed constant of 340kmph . The sound was louder . I should have made her earpods and played some songs . In this way she wouldn't have scared this much .

But let it be . My left arm tightened as i held her more tightly .

" Little demise you are scared " my voice came out teasing and louder so that she could hear through . The sound of the engine and the air hitting us .

She nodded clutching more tightly through the gloved hands . Was it she feeling cold . No it's probably because of fear .

I parked the bike to the side . But didn't let either of us get down . The cars , trucks , bus passed at the speed of 80 to 100 kmph . The cold air created by these moving vehicles hit our bodies .

She moved little from me and lifted her glass . I lifted the glass of my helmet too

" I ..wa.. want..to..go..ba..back " she cried as tears flowed down . I removed my gloves and wiped the tears before they slipped in the helmet .

She was too submissive and naive . If I had told her in a little strict way she would have nodded easily .

But she was too innocent to understand the difference between manipulation and feelings of others

" I'm sorry " i said lowering my head. She held the helmet of mine in her two little hands . That made me freeze and i didn't expect her to fall for the trap so easily .

But soon she moved her hand hesitantly away from me . " I didn't want to scare you . I just wanted to make you feel enjoyed " i said my voice dripping with false sadness .

Her eyes held the tears as she blinked it multiple times thinking . Should I push more or will she accept to continue ride .

Before i come up with another sentence .

She shuttered " I.. I'm..so.. sorry..Le.. let's..cont.. continue "

I held back the anticipation and said in still soft voice coated with honey " Are you sure . If you don't want we will go back . I will never mind "

" Le.. let's..con.. continue " she said her eyes lowered . I licked my lips under the helmet as a uncontrolled smirk formed .

This time I removed my gloves and threw it on road side . She hugged me tightly as if her life depends on this. I started and accelerated to the max speed limit .

Her consent never mattered but i wanted to check how easy to manipulate and it was more easier than i thought .

Her body trembled at starting of few minutes but eventually stopped . For a second I felt she fell asleep .

" Are you asleep " I asked . She shook her head against my chest .

" Are you scared " i asked . She shook again .

I signaled for my mens through my left hand .

To close the national highway and park the vehicles on the side which ever is passing on national highway .

I removed my helmet . And let it fall on the ground . It was difficult to open my eyes in such a speed so i immediately took out the black goggles and wore it from one hand . Another one busy keeping the accelerator at it's maximum .

I slowly laid her on her back . Her hand immediately clutched my shirt but it was easy for me to loosen her grip as she was wearing gloves .

Her hands immediately went back holding the vehicles front but she couldn't . Her grip looses . I smirked and poked my inner cheek with the tongue .

I gave another signal for men . My right hand still handling the acceleration. The free left hand entered inside her top .

Her eyes shut closed tightly with fear . Her body trembling under me for mercy . And I'm making her tremble for my mercy .

My cold fingers felt the warness of her hidden milk skin . Soft and warm it was so soft contradicting to my rough and cold .

The cars came in the opposite direction . It was none other my mem who were driving it .

They were at the almost speed of 160 kmph . The black defenders passed against in a blink of light .

I lifted her by the hips and made her lay on back . So that she could easily see the vehicles whenever her eyes rolled back in pleasure .

I kept my direction straight without moving the handle to left or right . The cars came exactly opposite to us . Almost hitting but passed to our right or left in a fraction of almost hitting us .

My hands caressed the upper part of the stomach . I slowly held the elastic strap of the lower part of bra . I lifted the left side of the bar and my fingers slowly traced a circle around her nipples .

It was already hard at the first contact of air and now it was even more harder. Her eyes opened but she again shut her eyes .

I took the left nipple in my between my thumb and forefinger . I slowly rolled it in between my fingers and I felt her body stiffening . Her lips parted under the helmet as she took a shaky breath in .

I slightly applied more pressure rolling it in between my fingers almost pinching but not exactly .

I slowly bent over her body . My hot breath against her left nipple only separated by her top .

My fingers tightened and she opened her doe eyes filled with tears . Her pleasure filled eyes saw the cars almost hitting us but at the same time passing on either side of us .

Her legs tried to wrap around my troso again but it was difficult in this position . Her hands trying to clutch the bike tightly but she had no gripping area to do so .

I moved hands away from the nipples and pulling out of the top .

I grabbed her two hands and place it above her head . Her hands trying to loosen from my grip . But i held it tightly not that much tight to break it but enough to hold in place

I slowly nuzzled my face in between her chest . She shook her head as a no but am i giving her choice of yes or no . No right .

I hovered my lips over her left nipple which was standing her hard through the fabric stopping me to see it . But never mind .

I opened my mouth and took the left nipple in my mouth . I slowly licked her nipple and a shiver ran through her spine . As I pulled her hand more back making her breast move up .

I gently sucked and she whimper. I lifted my head slightly with nipple in my mouth . Her eyes rolled back . I knew it was too much . I should have started with a kiss first but leave it .

I sucked taking the more of the skin along with nipple . I kept sucking gently and licking with tongue . Whenever I licked I left a shiver running down her spine .

Tears flew from her eyes . As i gently bit it through the clothes then sooth it with licking .

After few minutes i pulled back and let her hands free . My eyes looked into her as she took deep breaths trying to steady herself . I pulled down the bra

Her breast went up and down with each life saving breaths.

My left hand slipped under her waist . I held the waist and pulled her up with me . Straightening both of us . Her eyes were red due to the contact of air in such a speed .

She rested her head on my chest still trying to take time what just happened . Her mind torn between the good and bad . She could have questioned but will she . She is just a mentally child and a child only knows the difference between good and bad on what we say .

After few minutes I felt her no motions . I looked down and lifted her face by holding her throat . But she was asleep .

I slowed down and moved back to the hotel . Wait i parked my vehicle and moved down the vehicle while her still in my arms .

One of the defender stopped and a guard came out and opened it . I moved to the back seat with her .

I settled down and guard closed the door and went to the driver seat to drive it back .

I adjusted properly on my lap and removed her helmet . My fingers ran through her hair and felt knots in them . I should have tied her hairs . It will be difficulty for her to comb her hair tomorrow .

I stared at sleeping face laying on my chest . Her left side of top was still wet . I gulped my saliva and moved concentration to the road through the left side mirror .

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You finished the target so soon . Like I had planned the chapter but it was difficult in expressing it because of my 2nd language English . I wanted it to feel the way i wanted but it wasn't possible through 2nd language English but still managed to

I couldn't write detaily about smut because I'm not comfortable it .

How much I was comfortable i wrote

And recently my mental health is not in support to write the chapters bcoz I don't want to spoil the character's character and their roles . So it took time and sorry for late update